The main character has had a hard time raising his children his whole life. I was busy living, and I lived my life hiding without showing myself. I've endured it like that, but as I get older, I'm feeling empty about what's left. Then, he joined an illegal study group and studied illegally with other members. Learning and practicing letting go of myself The students criticize their obsession with stereotypes. I try to avoid cooking and try to avoid it, but I don't think it's something that can be done by just avoiding it over and over again. I also want to find something of my own. To have what is truly mine, you have to abandon yourself. I can see the path of life through in-depth conversations with friends who studied first.