An 18-year old metal head enlists to fight the war on terror in Baghdad. Then the metamorphosis: murder, depression, drugs, meds, PTSD, discharge and apostasy: "realizing a new set of ideals through experience and observation". Veteran Wray Harris speaks to the tragedy of Iraq, underage drinking on base, sectarian conflict ignited by the U.S., Abu Ghraib, casualty sites, soldier suicides, the myth of reintegration, cops shooting vets and the war that rages forever in the ones that make it back.