Funerals can be true male environments where men want to  cry but refuse to while their past rides up to hit them. Eddie  Holgate is caught in this exact situation. His father has built  him up all his life to be tough in an attempt to trickle down  his masculinity. But as a tumultuous and charged service  at his team's football pitch sparks unwanted memories,  Eddie is forced to examine the man he idolized his  father to be against the husband and caregiver he very  much was not. With the help of his older brother, Joe,  Eddie manages to unpick years of emotional neglect and  abuse, and finally, allows himself to cry.